Tour P

by roar


We'd never be together
I'd never have the courage to say
I'd want to stay beside you
But I think I'm forever afraid

One time, I missed you so much
And so I started to think
How I would text you
And what kind of greeting I would use

Also thought about your interests
So I could plan ahead
How the conversation would go
Until there is no more

Our texting ended so quick
Yet I still haven't told you
How much I like you
How much I fall for you

I just laid on my back
While staring at the groupie we had
And thought that this picture's better cropped
So all I see is you and me.

Can't hold on this phone like this for long
But they'll catch me if I don't let go
So I'll just press my home button
And then I am all alone.

I checked on my inbox once again
And reminisce all emotions I could gather
When you say sweet friendly words to me
Though I deny all the feelings I have for you.

I read them. Slowly.
And my heart beats. Quickly.
I want to start another text convo
But I'm not prepared of the things we would talk about.

This phone is all I need
To remind me of our relationship
I can journey through the road of love.
I can have a tour of my passion.

Cropped pictures.
Steady inbox messages.
These already complete me.
Because shyness has chained me.

Cropped pictures.
Steady inbox messages.
These actually empty me.
Because deep inside, it's you and your words that truly make me whole.